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Monday, March 24, 2008 { 6:56 AM }

seriously that thing is affecting me very deeply, in a bad way. i've got the urge to rush up to you and say whatever that is on my mind right now. i cant carry on like this. on my way back home today, i sat on the bus and comtemplated. it was a really long thought. i wonder what i have i done to deserve what you are doing now. man..i tell you, it doesnt really matter to me that much, what you feel and how you responded to me because i feel that i dont live for you.
all of a sudden, today i felt so vulnurable. felt so helpless. there's so much thing coming and i cant cope with everything. why that rush? i felt like i needed another shoulder to help me carry this weight. i had that sudden rush to see my old friends again. i miss them. it's so different here. but yet again, i'm thankful for the people here. if you've been always supporting me, i thank you again. i've got to learn to be thankful for even the smallest thing. when i look up at that blue sky and take a deep breath, i feel like there's much more to life than what i'm doing right now. shi jie zhe me da, wo tai miao xiao le.

why is it always raining on me? no, i'll not let that rain pour on me anymore. this time, i'll open the umbrella. no matter how heavy the rain is, i'm sure i can survive. will you be there for me? even if you aint there, i know i'm always there for myself. and this is all that mattered.

Thursday, March 20, 2008 { 7:06 AM }

tomorrow is a holiday(: finally some rest. but i still have a lot of things to think about=( hahaas. suddenly i feel very stressed. there's so much thing coming on and i've yet to be prepared yet. seriously i've got a lot of people to thank. sometimes it's only until you need help can you see who are the really good friends. those who stay by beside you to encourage you and render help to you are the one who you can count on and you should treasure their friendship. as the saying goes, a friend in need is a friend indeed. i sincerely thank you if you've been helping me in anyway at all. even giving me a piece of tissue, i really want to thank you(:




maybe it doesnt matter that much anymore, as long as i know you are there.

Sunday, March 16, 2008 { 3:41 AM }

today's sunday. it's the very last day of our one week holiday. why does time flies when you're enjoying it? sigh. i'm afraid of going back to school as i know it'll be quite a hectic term. on thursday i went for the sc first briefing and found out how many things i'm suppose to do. at least i managed to finish all my homework(: but i havent studied for physics and lit. the lit links are not up yet! hahaas. there's pe tml and my school ends at 5.05! so late): i'm not confident enough to win the war, not now. but i'm thankful for people who are here-shuying, thendral, queen and those people who are going to be here with me.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008 { 7:00 AM }

this holiday is so so so so short. it's so short that i dont know what i can do. on tuesday i went out to tampinese library to study. today was the best day(: suppose to meet queen and mao at 10.30 at vivo so that we can watch meet the spartans(NC16 lehs!!). in the end, mao was late, so me and queen had to shop around for a few hours, until around 12. hahaas. but we ate hagen daaz! although, it's raining and it's early, eating hagen daaz is one of the nicest thing one can ever do. finally mao reached. so me and queen went to candy empire there to find him. we were hiding in the shop but he dont know! hahaas. so funny. in the end we decide to stop playing with him becuase he dont seem to feel our pressence-.-" we went to eat lunch at some place and sat there playing bridge until about 3 plus. after walking around for a while, we met mians and hui shan at the theatre. bi took a taxi and reached around that time too. almost went down to "fetch" her up, but she came up before we could reach down. hahaas. thank god we called her first before going downstairs. when we reached the cinema, they were still playing the advertisements. the movie started quite a while later. man! i tell you, the movie was nice. really. very touching and romantic. can you imagine waiting for a guy for 4 years? one look and you decide that you'll be with him forever? you can only see him once every 4 years and at the third leap year, you found out he has a family. then you have just wasted almost half a life time waiting for him. you lied to him that you were married when he came to look for you on the 4th leap year, after you found out he's married. the following leap year, you decided to marry another man. even on the day of your marriage, he still waited for you to fulfill your promise. then when you were about to marry, your best friend read a letter he wrote to you. you finally found out that his wife has died and that the love between the both of you is possible(: such a romantic movie. and towards the end, the guy went into coma, on that extra day of the leap year, he woke up, so that he can fulfill his promise too. the promise is meeting at the same place at the same time as they have met on the first day(on 29th feb). this show is so nice!! i'm very happy today(: partly i watch this show, partly because of something else. i am thankful to god for my life until now.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008 { 4:21 AM }

let me talk about yesterday because yesterday was one of the more fun days spent with my dear class, although not with the whole class. we were released early from lit because we took lit during pae. so he's just saying whatever he already said last time. so we got to go to the canteen early(: at our first break, we went to watch the simpsons because marianne they all booked the conference room. then i just joined in because nothing better to do. simpsons was very lame and funny at first, but as the show progressed, it became a little bit boring. so i went out to join shuying and thendral in doing work. after a while rena and some others joined in and we talked a lot of nonsenses there. i think we were a bit too noisy because the one of the librarian came and told us not to talk. after studying for a while, shuying and i went for a run. three rounds lehs! not bad right? and i didnt stop. what an accomplishment for me(: we ate with the others after that and talked some more. at 12.55 we returned to the library to watch movie again. this time they wanted a horror one, so i picked gotika or something like that. but they say it is not horror, so i picked another one-friday the 13th. that show..is so a. a lot of sex scenes. there was one part after they had sex, the girl went to the toilet, leaving the guy on the bed. then suddenly, a hand came from under the bed and covered his mouth and a knife went through that guy's throat. i think practically all the girls screamed at that part. guess we were to load, the librarian came in and told us that we were too loud and asked us what show we were watching. then she said we were not allowed to watch horror and comedy already, and suggested we go out and watch the show with a borrowed labtop. in the end we left the library to play murder. murder was so fun. our class the people very cute!!! i think we were too loud again. a teacher had to come and tell us to lower down our volumes because others are still having lessons. poor us. got told to be quieter so many times-.-" but yesterday was when i found out our class the fun part(:
today is a short short day because i didnt go for cca. rather i'm unwell to go for cca. i got posted back to ilfe saving/swimming! i'm quite happy. really. it's so good to not have a new environment to adapt to again. i think i quite jian today. used something as a stepping stone to what i want in the future. but oh wells, i'm really going to work hard for what i want. wish me all the best(: